Do you deserve it?

My significant other and I have been dating for 2 years and there have been A LOT of bumbs in the road....and honestly mostly at fault of him. But I love this man with all my heart. He makes me feel like no other has and the love I feel for him grows more everyday....but some nights like tonight I wonder if he really deserves it...
I understand that he being an almost 21 year old man living with his girlfriend needs his man space. He needs time to go out and do his thing. I COMPLETELY understand.  But on multiple occasions he has made little promises to me (I.e. tonight's promise where he said he would come home after a few hours and we would have a movie night) and he goes back on his word a breaks them. Tonight he decided that he would go to a party. The last time he went to a party...nothing good happened. I wouldn't have cared as much if he wanted to go....it is the fact that he promised me we would have a movie night and he broke his promise.
My trust in him right now is almost non existant and how is he supposed to gain my trust back if he breaks promises!?

A PROMISE is a PROMISE no matter how big or small it is!

And he told me I'm overreacting!
I don't think so.


His 21st birthday is coming up and I planned on spoiling him! Getting him sushi, giving him money to buy alcohol, buying him a new vape mod, maybe buying him something else that I can't list here, and birthday sex.

But do you really deserve it after all the crap you have done?

No...you probably don't. ..but I'll probably buy it all for you anyways because I am a good girlfriend and it is honestly my way of keeping you home instead of going out to a party for your birthday....


I really wish I could trust you....

It's just me!

So this blog was originally made for my Marketing class (which by the way was very monotonous). Now that I am done with the class, I decided to reinvent and do a cliche blog that contains everyday life happenings, and rants.

Very original right?(x

I suppose I shall start off by talking a little bit about myself.

• You can call me Aurora and I have been on this earth for 20 years. (In May) 
• I am currently living in Nevada.
• I do enjoy Anime. I have only watched a few and I am ALWAYS looking for more suggestions on animes to watch.
• I LOVE going to EDM events and Shows.
• I have a pretty wide range of music tastes. Country-Hardcore/Post Hardcore- Metal-EDM.
• I did not really pay attention in my marketing class and that class ended over 13 weeks ago so I do not really remember how to use Blogger XD
• I have been dating the man I want to marry for 2 years now, and we have known each other for 3.
• I am VERY VERY VERY much a dog person, I have 4 of them <3  2 Great Danes, 1 Red Nose Pittbull, and 1 Pomeranian/ long haired-Chihuahua mix. I want like 20 more :D
• I also have 3 siblings, one of which is unfortunately not here with us.
• I am a Photography student, hence Forever Never Photography.(Thats what I want to name my future business.

I feel that this is a sufficient amount of beginning information to start you guys off with. The more I blog, the more you will find out about me.

I hope you all stay tuned for the next post<3



Love,

    Aurora