My significant other and I have been dating for 2 years and there have been A LOT of bumbs in the road....and honestly mostly at fault of him. But I love this man with all my heart. He makes me feel like no other has and the love I feel for him grows more everyday....but some nights like tonight I wonder if he really deserves it...
I understand that he being an almost 21 year old man living with his girlfriend needs his man space. He needs time to go out and do his thing. I COMPLETELY understand. But on multiple occasions he has made little promises to me (I.e. tonight's promise where he said he would come home after a few hours and we would have a movie night) and he goes back on his word a breaks them. Tonight he decided that he would go to a party. The last time he went to a party...nothing good happened. I wouldn't have cared as much if he wanted to go....it is the fact that he promised me we would have a movie night and he broke his promise.
My trust in him right now is almost non existant and how is he supposed to gain my trust back if he breaks promises!?
A PROMISE is a PROMISE no matter how big or small it is!
And he told me I'm overreacting!
I don't think so.
His 21st birthday is coming up and I planned on spoiling him! Getting him sushi, giving him money to buy alcohol, buying him a new vape mod, maybe buying him something else that I can't list here, and birthday sex.
But do you really deserve it after all the crap you have done?
No...you probably don't. ..but I'll probably buy it all for you anyways because I am a good girlfriend and it is honestly my way of keeping you home instead of going out to a party for your birthday....
I really wish I could trust you....
